I’m Going Crazy & Need to Make Some Changes!!!
I feel like doing something, but nothing at all at the same time. Am I crazy? *sigh* I’m just… idk…
I feel like I don’t have enough time. But when I get home all I really do is lay around and see what my DVR found for me… Then I go to bed at 1AM, begrudgingly wake up at 7:45 AM, and think, “Shit! I have to be at work at 8!”
Every day the same cycle.
Every day the same thoughts.
I have even been slugging on the blogging tip. I don’t think I posted anything for 2 weeks until yesterday.
I’m just simply not in the mood to do anything. Yet complain I don’t have enough time to do anything. Or sometimes even complain I don’t have anything to do.
I know I’m not the only one who does this.
I’m in my 20’s, it’s 8:30 PM, and I’m in my fuckin’ pajamas. Seriously?! I’m sure my dog even thinks I’m lame.
So with that… I’m putting all this out to the universe. I’m making some changes. Every month I will increase those changes to make a better me. So I’m going to start off with 6 objections.
1.) Run 35 miles a week
2.) Work on my photography an hour a day (2 hours on Saturday and Sunday)
3.) Clean my apartment for 35 minutes everyday
4.) Write for 20 minutes everyday
5.) Makes 3 blog entries a night
6.) Spend 30 minutes a night learning how to start my own business
I’m going to start this tomorrow… I would start it tonight, but I’m nowhere near motivated to get out of my PJs and get into some Adidas gear.
Plus my dog is passed on my lap like a drunk. I’m not in the mood to move him only to have him just jump back on my lap and pass out in (dog) fetal position.
I think this is a subtle yet great way to start getting me interested back in life.
I LOVE doing my YouTube videos for my fashion channel, but I feel like I need to EXPAND it. Make it better. That’s why I live for the weekends. This week I’m doing my top 10 list of favorite items of 2010. So this week should be an easy edit. Plus my mom and my nephew are coming up from Austin so I should have some great and fun footage.
Stay tuned as I keep you updated with how I’m doing with everything… I’ll also post pictures of my weekend with my mom and nephew on my blog come Sunday.